Saturday, June 28, 2008

Pain

Is this all I see?
Does it even make sense to acknowledge what I see?
Am I dead, walkin among the living?
Bruce Willis. 6th Sense.
1-) Eye contact
2-) Body language
3 through 6-) Awareness

And to think, I'm worried about what to wear...

"I know you like my style..."
-50 Cent, "I Know You Like My Style"

My mind is self-explanitory. Not yours.

***ShadowTheHamilton***

Friday, June 27, 2008

Complexity of Media-croty


I spent my lifetime finding myself.
After a night on Google, I got the e-piff-and-E of a lifetime.
It is better to be me than you.
You are not me.
Why make things so complex?
What do I have to look like for you to love me?
I hate knowing you hate growing.
Grow to love me for who I once hated.
Me as an individual, I hate crying.
But I cry out of pity for humanity.

Because it can all end.

And the face you try to change,
Will be the face you beg for mercy.


Look into my eyes as I nonchalantly deny fury.
To keep me sane.

I don't want to hurt anyone.
Dont
Pull
The
Trigger.

Though nothing can anger me, everything can dishearten me.
Sensitive, perhaps.
But only because the reciprocal is an evil unforseen by even the most brilliant of prophets.

:-)

***ShadowTheHamilton***

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

Scorpions Among Us

(from wikipedia.org)


Astrologers broadly agree that the following are the characteristics of Scorpio:

  • Determined / tenacious / persevering [5][3]
  • Deeply resentful / brooding / potentially destructive [3][6]

Scorpio is the Zodiac sign that indicates the deepest interest in sexual matters, and for most Scorpios, sex is an expression of love. [8]

And the stone of a scorpion is, of course, chrysoberyl...

Don't let me creep you out.

***ShadowTheHamilton***


Chrysoberyl




She is the stone of my being.
All things surreal are so real when she smiles.
She doesn't even realize her power.
That's why she's so powerful.
She's not afraid of doing the things that would get her ridiculed by her female peers.
Because they are not in her position.
She holds the fate of the world in her hands.
Because she holds my hand.
I can live without her.
But can you live with me living without her?



Most don't understand our love.
They think it is puppy.
Well, puppies are more pure than humans.
So allow us to be puppies.
Forever.
She's the bark to the trees cut to write the songs you enjoy.
She's my return from oblivion.

Chrysoberyl.

"The meaning of the name Simone is To Be Heard"

http://www.babynames.com/name/SIMONE

***ShadowTheHamilton***

Mother


So I reach out and touch faith.
That's what you taught me.
As you abused me.
And showed me how my weakness was your entrance.
I was your puppet.
The lover you created, only to show hatred.
You couldn't have the man of your dreams;
So you invented him.
I'm not upset.
I thank you.
I haven't drank enough water to cry tears at your demise.
I will miss you.
Ms. You
Misuse

"You never was a crack fiend, mama;
That doesn't make you a black queen, mama..."

I've been afflicted with wack dreams, mama.

You cut me deep.
And that bleeds.

Mama.

Thank you for not supporting my destiny.
It helps to know my biggest supporter

Was my only detractor.

Sorry I couldn't stay on Mother's Day.

***ShadowTheHamilton***

Shadow's creed... written by Crush 40

Can you see all of me?
Walk into my mysteries?
Step inside and hold on for delight,
Do you remember me?
Capture you or set you free?
I am all, I am all of me!

(Here we go...)

I see and feel the evil,
my hands will crush 'em all,
you think you have the answer,
while I laugh and watch ya' fall!

Black hearted evil,
brave hearted hero,
I am all, I am all I am

(I, I, I)

I am!

Here we go buddy, here we go buddy, here we go, here we go buddy,
here we go!

Go ahead and try to see through me,
do it if you care,
one step forward,
two steps back,
I'm gonna step forward,
(Two steps back)

Do it, do it, do it, do it!

Can you see all of me?
Walk into my mysteries?
Step inside and hold on for delight,
Do you remember me?
Capture you or set you free?
I am all, I am all of me!

(Here we go...)

I am, I am everyone, everywhere, anyhow, anyway, anywhere, any
day!

I am, I am, I am!

I am!

Do it, do it, do it, do it!

Can you see all of me?
Walk into my mysteries?
Step inside and hold on for delight,
Do you remember me?
Capture you or set you free?
I am all, I am all of me!

(Here we go, here go, here we go...)

I am, I am all of me...

***ShadowTheHamilton***

Hi... I am Shadow...



Please don't fear me. I just need to be understood. Perhaps my poetry can bring insight into my midnight... enjoy...

***ShadowTheHamilton***